Say something (21-FEB-10)

Happy CNY
I'm sure everybody has a wonderful CNY and great gathering & holidays.
Of course I did and happy too, but nothing is perfect, I wish to write out some real unsmooth thing that really happen to me during cny.

Like previous CNY , my mood seems like become heavier during CNY
Many minor things are easy affect my mood, which I talking bad mood here. Am I not good enough or EQ level is too low?

what is the unsmooth things oh...haha

First of all is MONEY, when I go back hometown last few days. I saw many of my Triang junior or same levels or seniors are driving better car than me, or even have better career than me or even has bigger house than me

It gave me some comparison impact that thinkI'm no so good enough?; ha-ha may be I over sensitive?why I should compare the money like this way?

I found, thing become low priority or less sensitive when we facing an non-important issue, it is alert me that I have no enough money right now and money become a important sensitive issue for me right now.

What can I do?
Don't worry, I will always think positive and earn much money in proper way...and learn from better man (no matter is junior or senior)..don't worry, I'm not this kind of man (narrow mind)...furthermore i have my plan to expand my biz..

During CNY eve, certain area in my hometown (including my house) has no electric supply...weather is hot and my temper is hot too...seem like it make us easy to think; are 'they' did it just because want to get angpao in purposely?

My daddy's phone and house phone has received n-calls and complains.
What can we do?
When TNB stuff is come over and fix the problem, we still want to ask them in politely and even gave them angapao. What is the social culture...why we always give them angpao no matter is our cny or their RAYA? Are we always be GAVE character forever? I'm not talking hate people here or destroy the peaceful among Malaysians, i'm just thinking is it fair enough?

Things become worse on 1st day of CNY, Most of BERA villager facing NO ELEC supply from morning until midnight, my xiaomaomi and my brother even have to move bed from my grandparent house to my house during elec switching off/on...

Talking another bad mood;I think my current house almost full, and space here is become less and lesser, it is worst especially during CNY, you know when space is less, everything is become messy and of course 'argument' and 'bad mood' between sibling become frequencies, it is not good when happen in front of parents, It might easy cause them unhappy...

Is time to buy new house in my hometown?
But my penang house haven't sold, how could I get extra money?
Triang's house is damn expensive just because too many rich family?
I think this is not a good phenomenon for normal people...but we have no choice, we need to chase them up...


Haha, just don't worry why Gromit become so upset...
As title said, I just wish to say something real...

And I still like CNY..

Happy CNY ALL...
Is time for me to prepare to vest (SONY) & mood and back to the realistic world...